Nervousness was palpable among all of us who took the English final exam this morning. We will find out till tomorrow whether we have passed it or not. If we pass, we can cross it off our list and see what the future holds in store for us. If we do not pass it, we will most likely have to retake the course entirely or reconsider not studying it again. There is nothing worse than getting a headache during your studies, and especially during the final exam. Had to remain focused and motivated, but the headache only slows you down. However, the exam is finally now over and can breathe a sigh of relief. I truly hope that my hard work was enough to pass the course. All the time, energy, and effort put into the course/studies would have been worth it. I really want to succeed. I really hope i do not have to retake the course entirely.
Even though i was at the office til today. I had a productive work shift. Worked on implementation plans, organized their folders and updated our staff phone numbers in our employee directory. There is always something to do here. Decided to skip the gym session today. Needed to focus on my studies since I have this really important exam on Friday. Super nervous about it. I do only get one chance to pass the exam test. Otherwise, I will have to retake the whole course again. Getting the chance now to study a few hours.
Studying went great! After spending hours in front of the computer, doing exercises and reading. I was definitely in need of a break. Took the opportunity to go for a short run outside, the weather was perfect and personally I love living here at the countryside. Feeling a little better compared to what I did yesterday. Can’t stop thinking about it, always on my mind and the heavy thoughts are there. Trying not to mention of it. It’s going to take some time to process it all. How has your day been so far?
Just wanted to let you know that I had a tough night last night. Was feeling down and had a lot of heavy thoughts on my mind. I own you all an apology. I am sorry guys. Wasn’t feeling very social. Needed some time to myself, to reflect and process the thoughts. It takes time, but I know it will get easier and need it to heal. Oh, Wednesday. Its a new day with a fresh start. Feeling more energized, inspired and motivated. Made a ‘little’ mistake till today. Thought i was working during the day. Had currently a evening shift today. Whoops. But till my surprise I was needed at the office writing implementation plans. Finishing early today and heading directly to the gym after the shift. Do you guys have any exciting plans for today?
Another week has passed. Several weeks left until my holiday, and I only have one day off this week. Will be at work the rest of those days; got both day and evening shifts. These weeks ahead feels long and tough. Especially when I spent more time at work than home with my family. Shouldn’t complain though. Doesn’t always need to be on the field but at the office. Working on implementation plans. Fortunately, I have four days off next week, and got my of adventures for my family. As the days and weeks go by, my vacation time is getting closer. I’m really looking forward to it. There are so many things to do with the whole family. Do you guys have any plans? How many days or weeks do you get? Its great to have something to look forward to.
The current week is really the opposite of the one that has been. It felt like there was so much more leisure and freedom; which is now true. I am working six out of seven days this week, and having only one little day off feels pitiful. This is another reason ‘why’ I long for the holiday. More time with the kids. Don’t really have anything planned for this week, except keeping in touch with friends and family. It’s important that everyone tries to keep in touch. Don’t have the energy to spend all my time/energy on people who don’t give it back. I care less about it, but lets change subject; sharing the best and the worst parts of my past week.
The best parts of the week It’s been an eventful and exciting week filled with adventures. Both for me and the kids. Visited Gunnebo Castle and Garden, Slottsskogen and Classic Motor at Tjolöholm Castle We indulged in the weekend with a proper breakfast. Left early in the morning, bought fresh pastries, bread, juice, and much more. This week gave me such a vacation feeling. We had such wonderful weather and time together. There’s nothing to complain about. Had a blast and can’t wait till holiday. Spendingmore time with the family.
Worst parts of the week It was during ‘Classic Motor at Tjolöholm Castle’ an accident happened. Brianna was sitting in the passenger seat next to me. Playing with the house keys. She likes to hold onto them and jingle it in her hands. Suddenly, she stumbled against the seat and the key hit her nose, causing it to bleed. Was scary to see her bleeding from her nose like that. Came a lot. Fortunately, it stopped quickly. However, as a mother, I felt so guilty and remorseful. Poor Brianna. Today, she’s a champ and has completely forgotten about it
Another exciting day with the family has come to an end. We got a lot of sunshine and adventure. A mix of racing cars, old fashion muscle cars, airplanes, and helicopters. The event was for all ages. We arrived at one o’clock and have been here for six hours. We’re still sitting around the car, waiting in line to leave and currently the lines are so long. It’s taking an eternity before we get out of here. It almost felt like I was most excited about going to this event than the kids. Their big interest was dig and create piles of gravel on the gravel field. It felt good to bring drinks, sunscreen and the stroller. Especially ’cause of the heat really affected all of us. I have a feeling we will sleep well tonight, and I’m even more excited for the holiday now. It’s time to head back home and eat somewhere on the way. Personally, I’m not that hungry neither, but I know how important it is for us and we really need it. Haven’t been eating that much during this heat.